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Zindagi itni badi bhi nahi jitni hum sochte he !!!!


I never knew that I will be left alone, I never knew that you will leave in between

When you were with me I never cared about you and always thought that “abhi to puri zindagi padi he” par muje kya pata tha ki tum muje aise chhod ke chali jaougi…

Jabhi tum muje bolti thi ki aap mere sath time spend nahi karte…..mere sath time spend kiya karo....to me kabhi usko seriously nahi leta tha…..muje kya pata tha ki…baad me time spend karne ke liye time to hoga par tum nahi hogi……aaj jab me pichhe mud ke dekhta hu…to sochta hu ki kash mene time spend kar liya hota to sayad muje itna aaj guilt feel nahi hota….par tum hi bolo koi kabhi aisa soch sakta he ki….kal tum muje chhod ke chali jaogi…..

Aaj tumko jake ek mahina ho gaya…par muje abhi lagta he ki waqt wahi theher gaya he…..jab tum thi to me apnne future to accha banana ke liye din bhar bhagta tha….par woh karnme present bhi thick se jee nahi paya aur future me to aab tum ho hi nahi….

Jab tum thi muje kabhi nahi pata chala ki ghar ki chhote chhote kam kaise hote he….aur tum meri har chhoti chhoti jarurat to pura kar deti thi…..jab me subah uthta tha to chai ready hoti thi aur tum rakabi me chai leke aati thi….mere kapde dhul ke press kiye hue rehte the….nasta aur dabba…ke bare me kabhi mene nahi socha….par aaj…………..jab me uthta hu to sochta hu ki me utha hi kyu…..muje uthne ki koi wajah hi nahi dikhayi deti he……

me hamesha apni hi zindagi jita raha…aur tumhe taken for granted leta raha…aur sochta tha hi…tum to rahogi hi he hamesha mere sath…..par aisa nahi hua….na to me thick se tumhe pyaar de saka aur aab jab muje realise hua to me kuch nahi kar sakta…..


Aage me kya bolu….kyunki na me bol paunga aur nahi tum kuch sun paogi…


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Break Up.............

Posted by amitkawa on March 22, 2010 at 7:01 AM Comments comments (3)


what a convienent word has evolved in the last century   ...break up ??? isnt it..


A comfortable way of getting separated or getting lost from each others life...but when i look at it...i think...is this just a word....or....it has anything deeper meaning inside...


i mean it very easy to say that particular couple had break up now. they are no more togather .....is it really that much simple???


maybe it is when relati...

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Love......Break Up and Understanding

Posted by amitkawa on October 22, 2009 at 4:04 AM Comments comments (0)

Hi...


I always wanted to understand the different phases and form of love and relationship...


In the journy of life I fall in love when i was teenager ...but it couldnt completed because of  xyz reason....


but over period of time what i understood is...


when two people fall in love or get attracted there are possibilities that...one out of two is  not 100% committed....


for an example when........

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