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Zindagi itni badi bhi nahi jitni hum sochte he !!!!


I never knew that I will be left alone, I never knew that you will leave in between

When you were with me I never cared about you and always thought that “abhi to puri zindagi padi he” par muje kya pata tha ki tum muje aise chhod ke chali jaougi…

Jabhi tum muje bolti thi ki aap mere sath time spend nahi karte…..mere sath time spend kiya karo....to me kabhi usko seriously nahi leta tha…..muje kya pata tha ki…baad me time spend karne ke liye time to hoga par tum nahi hogi……aaj jab me pichhe mud ke dekhta hu…to sochta hu ki kash mene time spend kar liya hota to sayad muje itna aaj guilt feel nahi hota….par tum hi bolo koi kabhi aisa soch sakta he ki….kal tum muje chhod ke chali jaogi…..

Aaj tumko jake ek mahina ho gaya…par muje abhi lagta he ki waqt wahi theher gaya he…..jab tum thi to me apnne future to accha banana ke liye din bhar bhagta tha….par woh karnme present bhi thick se jee nahi paya aur future me to aab tum ho hi nahi….

Jab tum thi muje kabhi nahi pata chala ki ghar ki chhote chhote kam kaise hote he….aur tum meri har chhoti chhoti jarurat to pura kar deti thi…..jab me subah uthta tha to chai ready hoti thi aur tum rakabi me chai leke aati thi….mere kapde dhul ke press kiye hue rehte the….nasta aur dabba…ke bare me kabhi mene nahi socha….par aaj…………..jab me uthta hu to sochta hu ki me utha hi kyu…..muje uthne ki koi wajah hi nahi dikhayi deti he……

me hamesha apni hi zindagi jita raha…aur tumhe taken for granted leta raha…aur sochta tha hi…tum to rahogi hi he hamesha mere sath…..par aisa nahi hua….na to me thick se tumhe pyaar de saka aur aab jab muje realise hua to me kuch nahi kar sakta…..


Aage me kya bolu….kyunki na me bol paunga aur nahi tum kuch sun paogi…


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Break Up.............

Posted by amitkawa on March 22, 2010 at 7:01 AM Comments comments (3)


what a convienent word has evolved in the last century   ...break up ??? isnt it..


A comfortable way of getting separated or getting lost from each others life...but when i look at it...i think...is this just a word....or....it has anything deeper meaning inside...


i mean it very easy to say that particular couple had break up now. they are no more togather .....is it really that much simple???


maybe it is when relationship is only meant for fulfilling eachother's need...when there is no emotions are attached....they get separated easily...

 

but what happens to those who really love.....for them love is not only meant for fulfilling each other's physical and mental needs....love is more than that  for such kind of person......

 

but unfortunately in todays modern world...everthing is so fast and quick ...and everyone is being judged on the basis of monetary things...and they are always become part of comparision analysis.......but ...i believe there is no end to comparision....

 

to be continued...............

 



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Love......Break Up and Understanding

Posted by amitkawa on October 22, 2009 at 4:04 AM Comments comments (0)

Hi...


I always wanted to understand the different phases and form of love and relationship...


In the journy of life I fall in love when i was teenager ...but it couldnt completed because of  xyz reason....


but over period of time what i understood is...


when two people fall in love or get attracted there are possibilities that...one out of two is  not 100% committed....


for an example when.....a girl is 100% committed she gives everything to her love and she feels most happiest person on this earth...


she feels contended and happy everytime....but on the other hand when Boy who has not given his 100% feels incomplete and unhappy...Because of his incomplete effort he become suspeious and try to find loop hole in the his partner's love....his all action is to dominate and find problem in his partner's love....


In this case when there is strong possiblity of Triangular love ...because boy will try to find some body who will give him 100% .....but actually fact is ....he himself is not giving 100%....thats y....at the end.....relationship will end ...over a period of time...


This is case 1


 In case 2 when there  is not 100% from the both side...


In this situation....abously love will not last forever...and here break off or divroce will be from both side....but advantage of this situation is .......there is no pain of   break off from both side....



to be continued.................


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